Photobook for Nek Umi's Birthday

As promised, here goes some of the pages taken from the finished Photobook, which i intend to give it to my mom on the upcoming weekend (tak sabar!!!) as her belated birthday gift. I guess this is something special (not the usual handbags, clothes, watch, shoes,etc that i had gave her previously), as the book features pics of her grandsons (not forgetting myself n hubby as well haha tukang sibuk je eh??), and she got to see their pics whenever she misses them.

The cover, featuring my 3 little boy..using 'Sephia' pic mode. The background is already embedded in the Photobook's software. Font courtesy from Semah...tq dear!!

The first aka welcoming page. The most recent pic taken purposely for this project. Firas with his usual cheeky face, Ammar yg blur like always, and my eldest, Idlan who just lost his 'gigi kapak' to his deskmate :p

My eldest Idlan Farhan, the breech baby - obedient and a very cautious boy in everything he does

Followed by Amir Firas, the induced baby, who shares the same birthdate with me, born on the 2008 Olympic day held in Beijing - the mischievous and 'naughtiest' amongst all!

Last but not least, my lil 4 mo baby Ammar Fitri - a very demanding baby i'd say, 'melekap' saja kerjanya :p

One of my favourite pages

Ni wajib letak, since my mom didn't attend my convo sob sob!

Singapore trip in 2009

our small family - with my brother n adik

GC trip last year - when i was 4 mo preggied to Ammar

right page - my favourite pic featuring the eldest two, taken at Currumbin Wildlife Sanc.

And these are purely for my personal reference:

11x8.5 Medium Landscape Imagewrap

Paper: 190gsm Photo Lustre Paper - Free Upgrade

Cover: ImageWrap Matte Lamination

Shipping Method: Standard Courier

Order Total: RM165.60 (delivery charges is RM15)

p/s: The price is after a 40% discount if you become their Facebook fan. The voucher code is available on their FB site.

My layout is pretty simple, not as 'hebat' as my sifu Semah hehe.

Yours can be much more attractive if you got ample time to work on it, and of course with lil bit of creativity added in. Me, being an ex-accounting student is not that creative enough, in fact i missed out the "Preview" button and only noticed it after i safely uploaded my project...sangat lah lemau hukhukk!!

So teruja tak anda? tunggu apa lagi silalah mengambil langkah pertama anda sebelum terlambat cewahhh (rasanya patut claim dari Photobook tak pasal special entry khas ni hehe cam ambassador tak bertauliah pun ada :p)

It's Matched!

I placed a queue at 3.900 since the market opens at 9am. I waited till 1.30pm, and the movement is quite slow, in fact the price decreased and bounced, highest at 3.850. And now when i checked, the highest is at 3.990!! adessss rugi rugi!! Definitely my selling was matched when i went out to Yummie just now, or probably when i was busy making my cheese brownies.

ahh beginilah kehidupan!! (tiru nada macik2 ofis ku yg suke ckp slang Jawa :p)

Apa2 pun, masih dpt untung. Yang awak jgn marah kita tak grab the highest profit yer :p
Kalau melekap depan lappy 24 jam confirm dpt match at the highest price...tapi ku bukan remisier atau pun pemain share tegar wahaha

p/s: sedapnyer bau brownie dlm oven...tak sabar nak ngap!!

ramblings 123

I'm taking EL today. Mind and body totally exhausted, be it at work or home. I had migraine since Monday evening till now, had 3 dosage of ponstan already and i guess today it's time for me to just stay at home, get enough rest, and off the mind from office work and issues. It's only 9.09am, and so far i'm done folding 3 big 'bakul' of clothes (a major achievement i'd say haha, and thanx to my hubby who never fails to run the machine and hang the clothes, luv you Yang!!). It really stressed out when you came back and see loads of baju bertimbun2 on the sofa, untouched and waiting to be folded huhu. I'm done sweeping the floor, wipe the 'very' thick dust on my tv cabinet and coffee table...clap clap again to me!! Now it strikes my mind, is there any mommy out there who purposely takes leave just to clear up the house chores?? siapa ada angkat tangan! :) Hopefully things will be back under control when Ammar gets bigger, now he is still small, knows nothing except 'berkepit' for hours the moment we got back home. It takes 1-1.5hours just to put him into sleep, by the time he's settling down i am just too tired to do anything, in fact i've missed to sterilize his bottle for days already, what more to spend time to talk to Idlan about what happen at school during the day.

Bored already with my ramblings? hah that's me, when i started 'membebel' it can goes non-stop but what the heck, to blog it out is one of the way to let the burdens off the shoulder, apart from munching chocolate bars, which boost out your energy and reduce stress, tak percaya sila cuba! hehe

By the way, let's take a quick peek at below screen, the market is booming and is picking up peeps! I am thinking of letting go some shares but is still undecided at this moment. Perhaps i'll continue monitor for few hours and take action before the end of the day :) This is the good thing when you're at home - boleh blogging, boleh main share, boleh kemas rumah, boleh baking....see what a bless if you're a WAHM. No one to monitor, or peep at your screen to check whether you're doing your office work or something else hoho.


Oklah, i'm off for now. Wait for my next update on the finished Photobook ok.

p/s: was thinking to bake marble cheese brownies, or just a simple blueberry muffin, tapi malas nak pergi beli barang...how mehhh???

Stock clearance!

Assalamualaikum peeps!

We're currently doing stock clearance from time to time...

to make way for the new upcoming stocks of course :)

So hurry and visit http://yatiscloset.blogspot.com for our latest offer ya!

Have a nice day!

Photobook sudah sampai!!!

No pics for teaser, makcik bz banget hari ni. Pagi tadi parcel dari Gdex sudah terima, tapi time lunch hour baru sempat bukak. Tapi sifu ku Semah sudah dpt special preview tadi :p

Photobook shipped out on 2 Feb, today 7 Feb dapat.

Nantikan preview bergambar dlm next update saya ok!

Chiow chin chowww!

p/s: tak sabar nak pergi rumah Umi weekend ni dan hadiahkan ini kepada dia...sure nek Umi hepi, hopefully as happy as i am when looking at the finished product :))

Muffin Coklat

Baru selesai membuat ekspres muffin coklat, kenapa ekspres sebab guna muffin mix yg dibeli dari Yummie Bangi. Teringat zaman dulu, masa mula-mula nak menjinakkan diri dalam dunia baking, selalulah pergi ke Bake With Yen di Puchong untuk beli muffin mix ni. Tapi bila dah pandai cari resepi sendiri dari internet, mama dah tak pandang la mix ni lagi :p

Hari ni, buat kesekian kalinya mama terpaksa buat muffin guna mix, pastinya sebab kekangan masa dan perkara lain yg lebih penting perlu dibuat dan diselesaikan. Senang guna mix ni, campak2 dan pukul sekejap je, terus siap.

Bahan2:
muffin mix 500g
egg 200g (lebih kurang 4 biji telur size A, mama guna size B, so bila timbang jadi 220g)
water 100g
corn oil 180g
choc chip 90g

Caranya:
Masukkan kesemua bahan, pukul rata dalam 5-10 minit, kemudian boleh terus masukkan campuran ke dalam cup. Choc chip tu jangan dipukul yer, gaul sahaja dlm campuran muffin tadi.
Bakar pada suhu 180 celcius, 15-20 minit bergantung kpd oven anda.

Mix sudah siap, jadi masukkan saja choc chips tu dan gaul rata.

Boleh tambah choc chips extra di atas muffin utk rasa yg lebih umpph, kanak-kanak pasti suka!

Hot from the oven! Nak rasa extra coklat lagi, silalah cari Hershey's chocolate syrup dan siram ke atas muffin anda....wowiiee sangat sedap!!

Muffin ni mama saja buat utk dibawa bekal utk perjalanan pulang ke kedah esok pagi. Jalan jauh, mesti kena spare makanan banyak2 dalam kereta betul tak? Niat di hati teringin nak buat marble chocolate cheese brownies, tapi bila fikir banyak benda nak kena settlekan hari ni, lupakanlah niat tu dulu. Esok bila Ammar dah besar, insya Allah nak mengaktifkan diri kembali ke dunia baking!

transporting the milk

We'll be going back to Kedah this coming Thursday until Sunday. It keeps on raining nowadays, as such our most greatest fear amongst all is black-out when we were not at home. Further from past experience our taman will be in the dark especially when it rains heavily. Hubby threw out the idea of transfering the EBM to my mom's house, temporarily, at most for a week until we get back home. Surely my mom's freezer space is not enough to accomodate all those EBMs, as such we will be transporting the EBM, together with the deep freezer (zue, freezer awak akan berada di rumah mak kite for a week hehe).

1. First i bunk in all the EBMs into paper bags, later it'll be easier for us to empty the freezer and carry it into our car. Plus there is a risk that the container will break if we carry the freezer without emptying it. Got 5 paperbags altogether, stock from December 2010 till January 2011.

2. Process of inserting the paperbags into the deep freezer. Previously the EBMs are stacked-up one by one inside it...kalau angkut dlm kereta confirm tunggang terbalik nanti :p

3. So tomorrow morning the EBMs will travel all the way from Kajang to Ampang, and is staying there for good for a week :)

4. I still spare some EBMs (about 60 containers) that can last for 2 weeks inside our freezer, this to accomodate Ammar's need at daycare for the whole of next week (sementara kami pergi ke Ampang utk ambil balik the freezer).

That's the plan for our upcoming 'balik kampung' trip. Planning is very important isn't it?

Can't imagine what's gonna happen if we just leave the milk, the house got black-out and the milk got defrost and rotten just like that. Uhh habis penat lelah mama mengepam for the past 4 months, mesti sedih kan!!

Have a nice holidays peeps!

Restoran Mohd Chan Abdullah

It supposed to be Red Wok, our plan that has been planned since last week. But my oh my, the restaurant closed for CNY (it's a Chinese Muslim restaurant btw, serving korean style steamboat buffet, chinese cuisine ala carte, and many more). We wandered around the adjacent area, trying to find other restaurant that looks a bit outstanding or special than others, but none unfortunately. So finally we decided to dine in at Mohd Chan Abdullah, taking into consideration their special dim sum and pau that we've tried several times before.

Here goes our orders of the day.......

Seafood tomyam RM10/bowl

Siakap steam RM32

Salad + curry leaves...apekah?
haha sorry it was butter prawn actually, bila dah habis baru teringat nak snap the pic :p
RM18/serving

Our comment:

The Siakap steam is so-so, gravy dia tak cukup power, rasa kurang masam. The fish is no doubt very fresh, and taste sweet. The serving is suitable for 3-4 person actually, hence it took us quite some time to finish up the whole fish. Kenyang macam ular sawa! The tomyam is ok, but i guess nothing can beat Malee in Dengkil (still the best!). The butter prawn, ahh i guess no lengthy explanation is needed, mmg sedappp...tgkla cuma tinggal seredak jer baru teringat nak ambil gambar :p

Not in the pic:

Dim sum (price: RM3.80 for 3 pcs). This time we chose chicken carrot dim sum, mmg sedap!

Pau (Price: RM1.80/pc). The size is quite small tapi sedap, sila cuba ok!

Next review shall be Red Wok, a newly-opened restaurant in Kajang Impian. Tunggu!!!

one happy lady...

because of few good things that happened today:

1. traffic-free, jln sangatlah lengang hari ini. Parking pun berlambaks lagi :)
2. berjaya upload Photobook malam tadi...alhamdulillah, now the waiting game begins.
3. mendengar cd Maher Zain yg baru dibeli oleh hubby, sgtlah sejuk halwa telinga, bersemangat nak datang ke ofis. Tambah2 bila dgr para ni "dont despair, and never lose hope, because Allah will show you the way". Yer moga Allah permudahkan urusan seharian kerja2 ku...amin.
4. Hubby dah bersemuka dgn cikgu kelas Idlan perihal kes idlan kena tolak last Friday. Cikgu tak tahu gigi kapak idlan patah (sbb idlan tak tunjuk). Dan tadi cikgu yg sama telah menelefon ku utk meminta maaf. Dia janji akan tengok2 kan budak yg kacau idlan tu hehe. Lega hati ku mendengarnya. Moga Allah permudahkan urusan anak2 kami di sekolah dan taska...amin.
5. Semah yg baik hati telah mensharekan lagu2 Maher Zain...jadi sekarang ni layan kerja ofis sambil dgr mp3 Maher Zain....sejuk hati :) Tq again my dear Semah.. i owe you loads!!
6. Berjaya menang cardigan putih pemberian kak Tini Dewi dari giveaway yg dianjurkan. Tq kak Tini!!!

ok tu sajer, mau pergi mengepam kejap.
Moga hari anda sebaik hari saya, dan Allah permudahkan urusan anda semua.

Kepada yg bercuti, selamat bercuti-cutian...enjoy your hols bersama family tercinta, drive safely yer!

Photobook

Finally after few attempts, i managed to upload my first Photobook project into their server. Now the status is 'in production'. Insya Allah i'll be getting it after the CNY, and it shall then be delivered (by hand of course) to my umi and papa, as their belated birthday gift :) Can't wait to see the finished product!!!

the cover (cilok idea semah tapi dah mintak izin dulu kan :p)

one of my favourite pages, featuring the two big brothers

So next project shall be a Photobook for our lil family safekeeping....ntah bila mau start tak tahulah lagi :p

Apa pun, special credit to my sifu Semah for her prompt and continuous assistance which enables me to completing this project...from the start she gave me a short and quick hands-on training on how to use the software, later she received loads of 'soalan tidak bijak' from meself, and many more, including tips and tools offered by the software. Thank u my dear Semah!!

Ok nite nite peeps, esok mau kerja!

Tinidewi Giveaway

Sementara tunggu file utk Photobook di upload ke server, terpengaruh utk join giveaway ex-bosku, merangkap senior STF ku...siapa lagi korang sure kenal kan...Kak Tini Dewi!
Honestly ni kali pertama nak join giveaway, sebelum ni malas, takde masa, dan pelbagai lagilah alasan2 yg tidak perlu anda tahu hehe.

Siapa yg berminat, haaa ini adalah hadiah yg bakal diberi kpd para pemenang:

#1: Cardigan putih
#2: Inner shirt putih
#3: Cardigan hitam
#4: Inner shirt hitam

Jadi tunggu apa lagi? Rebutlah peluang keemasan anda sekarang, dengan hanya klik kepada url di bawah ini:

http://tinidewi.blogspot.com/2011/01/tinidewi-giveaway.html

Nota kaki: teringat kepada cardigan biru gelapku, beli semata-mata utk pergi ke GC dulu...balik dari GC cardigan tu MIA terus...sampai sekarang masih belum ku jumpa hukhuk

kesian anakku....

Hari ini di sekolah...

1. Idlan jatuh kena tolak kawan time nak ambil wuduk. Both gigi kapak patah. Cikgu call katanya anak kami jatuh...mulut bengkak sikit dan darah sikit. Kata cikgu Idlan nak mama dia ambil awal, tapi aku fikir disebabkan jatuh sikit dan darah sikit, hmm takperla dan biarlah dia tunggu hingga habis sesi persekolahan.

Di rumah, Idlan cerita perkara sebenar dan baru kami tahu gigi dia patah. Isk firasatku, mesti kena tolak kuat kalau tidak takkan sampai gigi patah. Darah kena kat baju sekolah.

Patutkah kami bersemuka dgn cikgu, dan minta cikgu dia sound (read: nasihat) budak itu? Kata Idlan, budak tu duduk sebelah dia. Dlm kelas selalu kacau Idlan, tolak siku time idlan tulis, pau duit idlan, etc. Grrrr rasa tensi bila fikir.

2. Jam 4.30pm, bila abah nak ambil Idlan di transit, tengok2 dia tak turun dari van sekolah dia. Salah seorang budak dlm van tu kata idlan naik kereta dgn 'mama' budak lain. Duss punyerlah risau kami. Aku call cikgu, cikgu kata idlan balik macam biasa lepas sesi sekolah tamat. Nak minta cikgu tolong carikan, time tu cikgu tgh ada sesi usrah. Abah round satu taman, round playground, tunggu dekat transit...tapi jam 5pm masih belum jumpa Idlan. Mama terus rush balik rumah, dlm kereta cuba call cikgu lain pula. Bila cikgu cakap 'sabar Puan jgn panik', dus terus mama menangis sbb dlm hati dah fikir macam2...risau yg amat. Akhirnya dlm pukul 5.15pm kot cikgu kelas call inform dia nampak idlan di court badminton. Terus si abah rushing ke sekolah pick up Idlan. Rupanya dia kena tinggal van sebab pergi toilet utk membuang.

Isk kesian anakku....macam2 perkara berlaku hari ni, mesti dia sedih.

Sabar yer nak, ni baru cabaran kecil...harapanku Idlan akan terus kuat menghadapi hari2 mendatang di sekolah.

Photobook Promotion!

Mujur baca blog kak Siti Zuraimah (thanx kak for the info!), so dptlah tahu pasal promo ni. Alhamdulillah selamat bayar utk this Large Square 11'x11' Imagewrap Hardcover. Voucher code pun sudah selamat diterima via email. So this shall be my next project for this year (projek Umi punya pun belum siap lagi akakakka ohhh masa sgtlah mencemburui diriku).

Dan special appreciation to my IT sifu, siapa lagi kalau bukan Semah kan...yg tidak lokek ilmu, yg selalu membalas email ku dgn sgtlah prompt nyer, berkenaan soklan2 cepu emas ku berkaitan Photobook ni. Maklumlah makcik ni sgtla buta IT, sket2 tanye Semah itu ini :p

Tak sabar nak cuti...nak siapkan Photobook umi!!!

sick

Bermula dgn Ammar yg demam pada Khamis & Jumaat, diikuti dgn Firas yg cirit-birit dari Jumaat hingga hari ni, dan kelmarin tiba2 si Abahnya pulak kena food poisoning sampai muntah2 dan cirit birit yg teruk (we're still thinking on the culprit, makan sama je dgn apa yg mama makan huhu).

Jadi hari ni mama duduk rumah sajelah jaga mereka. Lucky Ammar dah sihat dan sudah dihantar ke taska, Idlan pun sihat dan pergi ke sekolah dgn ceria (ada latihan sukan hari ni), dan mama pun sihat. Ya Allah sembuhkan kesemua ahli keluargaku......

p/s: kesian tgk si Firas, angah ni mmg jarang sakit, walaupun cirit birit dia still super duper aktif macam tak sakit. Badan sure makin kurus lepas ni sebab taknak makan hukhuk

of baby Ammar..

1. Dia demam hari ni. Mula2 start dgn selsema, tiba2 mlm tadi asyiklah cranky alih2 jam 5am bila rasa badan dia panas. Lepas kasi ubat, temperature down. Mama monitor sampai jam 8am++, then decide utk pergi ke ofis sebab dah ada appointment dgn vendor.

2. Baru terima sms dari taska inform Ammar kurang tido, kurang minum susu, kepala panas. Adesss susah hati mama!

3. Kuat minum susu sekarang ni. Average 24-27oz per day, obviously demand exceeds supply hoho! It's time to work harder yer mama! Dulu sehari kalau pam boleh dpt 27oz, tapi sekarang dlm 19-20oz sajerk. Sekarang dekat ofis cuma pam 2x, tak sempat nak pam 3x sebab bz. Malam2 bangun pam cuma sekali sebab Ammar kerap bangun, average 1-1.5hr dia akan bangun utk menyusu. Ya Allah moga2 susu utk Ammar akan berterusan sehingga dia mencapai usia 2 tahun. Ini merupakan azam no. 1 bagi tahun 2011 ni, jadi harap2 impian ku ini akan terlaksana!

of Mama....

1. Bz bz bz. Kerja semakin mencabar, masalah berterusan, dan kes yg satu itu masih belum selesai. But life goes on as usual, moga Allah kuatkan hati ini. Bak kata Zuedin, kak yati nampak je kurus tapi strong lady. Yeahh i think i am one strong lady indeed caiyo caiyo!!!

2. Bila sudah bz, projek Photobook utk dihadiahkan kpd nek Umi masih belum ada progres yg positif. Baru selesai pilih gambar kelmarin. Now it's time to click, drag and arrange all the piccas...aduhaiiiiiii! Nampaknya masa sangat2 mencemburui ku kebelakangan ini :p Niat di hati mula2 ingat nak outsource kpd Semah (semah jgn marah hehe) tapi bila fikir balik ish mana boleh, storyboard hanya diriku yg boleh faham. Susunan gambar mengikut events dan kronologi sangatlah penting. Dan sentuhan personal tu perlu ada betul tak Semah? Barulah boleh jadi 'hadiah ikhlas dari si anak buat ibunya yg tercinta!' Duss tak sabar nak menunggu final output tu nanti macam mana :)

3. Ada beberapa rakan dan jiran bertanya 'saya masih buat kek ke?'
Maaf yer kengkawan dan jiran ku, sejak beranak 3 ni nampak gaya saya seperti tidak terurus gitu. Kain utk dilipat selalu backlogs 2 bakul (itu pun mujurlah ada suami tersayang yg tolong basuhkan kain), rumah jarang berkemas, masak apetah lagi (kalau masak pun mesti pasta carbonara tin prego itu hehehe). Ditambah dengan si kecil yg hobinya asyiklah mahu berkepit berjam-jam. I am truly exhausted with everthing, work front, domestic front, segala-galanya lah! Rasa nak pergi cuti-cuti Malaysia gitu....tapi ishhh baru 3 minggu kerja takkan nak cuti dah kot? Sungguh tidak justify di mata bos saya hahaha. Jadi buat masa ini, saya tidak terima order utk kek/muffin/tart dan seangkatan dgnnya yer kengkawan.

Oklah, sebelum saya melalut dan membebel dgn lebih panjang, sekian update buat hari ini dari saya buat pembaca2 blog ku yg setia...muahhhs!

my munchkins

Ammar: maintain cool sokmo, bila nak snap pic dia mesti takmo senyum

sebab dia curious tgk lampu flash tu kots. Misi utama mama, mesti kena dptkan jugak

gambar dia senyum utk projek Photobook nek umi.

Si angah ni kalo snap pic mesti sengih tak hingat, sejibik ikut style pak long dia. Muka sgt cheeky dan mischievious kan? Sesuai sangat dgn perangai dia!

Si along plak sekarang ni senyum mesti tak nampak gigi, nak sorok gigi dia

yg ada kaler coklat2 tu :p

Anyway mama sekarang tgh nak buat projek Photobook utk surprise besday present buat nek umi (adikkkk hang jgn bocorkan rahsia ok!). Dapat imagine pasti nek umi happy bila tgk muka cucu2 dia yg comel dan nakal ni. Letih nak pilih2 gambar mana yg paling cun...bila dah bukak gambar diorang ni mama plak start senyum sorang2. Serius bila pandang muka mereka, hati mama sedikit terhibur dan kurang2 dpt mengubat fikiran dan jiwa yg tidak tenang ni.....

Survivor

Sangka ku, project 'Tsunami' yang melanda pada akhir tahun lepas adalah dugaan yang paling hebat melanda dalam sejarah karier ku di T*. Alhamdulillah, aku masih survive dan bertahan, bak kata ku kpd rakan2 dan bos, ohhh saya masih survive lagi bos, hidup lagi ni pada tahun 2011!

Namun dua hari yg lepas, satu lagi dugaan mendatang yg ku kira merupakan kemuncak dlm perjalanan karier selama 8 tahun ku mengabdikan diri di syarikat ini. Email yg diterima, yg cukup membuatkan aku tidak dpt memberikan konsentrasi sepenuhnya di dalam mesyuarat, dan email itu sudah cukup membuatkan jantung ku bagai nak luruh dan disiat-siat. Seharian perkara itu berlegar2 di dlm kepala, semalaman aku tidak tidur lena menantikan hari esok (jumaat).

Come friday, hari yg ditunggu-tunggu. Pertemuan diatur jam 3pm. Pagi itu, sudah ku kumpulkan segala bukti, sudah ku run through kes itu bersama staff ku, dan kami sudah plan strategi kami. Siap praktis lagi tu apa yg bakal ku ucap dan luahkan di pertemuan itu.

Dalam jam 11++, aku menerima panggilan dari hubby, yg mengatakan dia accident motor di depan hospital serdang. Jalan licin sebab hujan, motor skidded. Alhamdulillah hubby tidaklah cedera teruk (walaupun bila dia sampai di rumah impact accident baru menjelma di mana satu badan sakit, muscle pain, hatta nak jalan pun susah dan slow). Jeans dia koyak, lutut cedera, mujurlah ada jaket motor yg 'mahal' yang menyelamatkan hubby :p Ikutkan hati, aku mahu pulang membantu hubby. Tapi pertemuan yg sudah diatur ptg itu tidak boleh ku batalkan, akan ada 'bad remark' yg akan menyusul sekiranya aku tidak 'turn up'. (Sori dan thanx Yang kerana memahami!)

Sebelum berangkat, aku email kpd bos2 ku....wish me luck bos!
Balas immediate bos ku...insya Allah yakin boleh, berani kerana benar!
Balas bos besar ku...insya Allah nothing will happen if we're doing our jobs according to the processes. Make sure all your evidences and documents in place.

Dan, sesi selama satu jam setengah itu berakhir dgn kesudahan yg ku kira insya Allah akan berpihak kepadaku. Walaupun masih belum selesai, sekurang2nya 'mental state' aku sudah boleh kembali ke keadaan asal dan normal, dan aku boleh kembali membuat kerja dgn tenang. Pesanku kpd staff, jangan takut jika dipanggil, and just tell them the truth (dia siap migrain malam tadi walaupun yg dipanggil adalah aku, bukan dia :p).

Pesanku buat rakan2 sekalian, berhati-hatilah dgn sesiapa sahaja yg anda perlu berurusan di syarikat kita.
Jangan ingat muka dia baik, tapi hatinya pun baik.
Dan paling penting, jangan buang email2 anda yer...simpan baik2 biarlah jadi pekasam pun, kerana itulah yang bakal menyelamatkan anda di kemudian hari.

Sebelum keluar dari 'bilik' itu, aku sempat bergurau dgn si dia....boleh saya balas report balik tak, ala-ala saman malu, false accusation, kerana benda ni dah menggangu-gugat hidup saya dan fikiran saya, sampai staff saya pun naik migrain dek hanya memikirkan hal ini!

Anyway itu cuma gurauan, saya masih waras & boleh berfikiran rasional & bertindak professional. Kalau saya emo, kami pakat 'serang' dia balik!

Dan yang lebih kelakar, bila keluar dari 'bilik' khas itu, saya terserempak dgn mozaba...ahhhh kantoi!!

Permulaan tahun 2011 yg sungguh hebat buat saya. Tapi insya Allah i am a survivor, and is still surviving (dan masih belum tergerak hati untuk bertukar unit hehe).
Walaupun big bos sudah pesan, being in this unit is hazardous, we're always being pin-point by people, always open to people's misperception & misinterpretation.

Dan kelmarin juga merupakan hari ulangtahun kelahiran umi ku yg tersayang. Pagi2 memang sudah ku telefon dia memberi ucapan (hadiah belum ada lagi sori umi!), namun tidaklah kuceritakan kpd umi apa yg bakal berlaku ptg itu...taknak umi susah hati. Walaupun the other side of me berfikir, kalau beritahu umi kurang2 umi boleh mendoakan yg terbaik buat anaknya.

But again, Allah lebih Mengetahui...jadi kepada Dia jugalah aku pohon utk permudahkan segalanya.

pengorbanan

Hari ni saya bawak bekal roti+scrambled egg.
Hasil air tangan en suami.
Idlan pun akan membawa bekal yg sama.
Tho to some people it may look simple, but to me i am truly deeply touched...sgt terharu bila suami tolong buatkan breakfast utk keluarganya.
Ini bukanlah kali yg pertama, tapi dah banyak kali.....

Thanks so much Yang, i may not express it directly to you, but deep down inside kite sgt2 menghargai pengorbanan awak.

Luv u alwayss muahhhs!

p/s: Dinner nanti nak Saba' boleh? hehehhee

Perihal sekolah

Sekarang ni setiap malam pasti mama akan berborak dengan Idlan tentang perkara yg berlaku di sekolahnya. Antara yg diceritakan oleh si anak:

- biskut mini chipsmore yg abah bekalkan dlm 7-8pcs, idlan cuma dpt makan 2 ketul jer, yg lain kawan idlan habiskan.
- mee goreng time lunch sedap sgt, idlan angkat tangan minta tambah.
- kawan idlan minta belanja beli tanah liat (read: plastesin), tapi idlan tak belanja pun.
- dlm bas on the way ke sekolah idlan makan fish fillet, kawan rasa dia kata hmmm sedapnya!
- petang idlan selalu beli biskut harga seringgit (duss biskut apa yg mahal tu eh??)

Dan ini pula pesan mama buat si anak:
- lain kali boleh share bekal dgn kawan, tapi cakap kat dia jgnla makan byk sgt saya pun nak makan jugak :p
- kalau makanan dekat kantin sedap, jgn malu angkat tangan minta tambah, sebab mama & abah dah bayar mahal2 tau jadi makan byk2
- kalau kawan minta belanja beli benda, cakap dia tak boleh. Mama saya kasi duit seringgit utk beli makanan je.
- Duit belanja mama kasi cuma utk beli makanan je. Jangan beli benda lain macam ruler, eraser, pensil, etc. Kat rumah dah byk semua tu...
- Kalau ada ujian kena jawab cepat2, jgn slow sangat nanti masa tak cukup.

Sebenarnya pagi kelmarin mama ada call cikgu kelasnya, bertanya ada tak ujian saringan utk budak darjah 1. Kata cikgunya tiada, sebab dulu dah pernah buat ujian utk masuk ke ABIM. Jadi budak2 semuanya level lebih kurang saja. Mama risau kalau tiba2 cikgu buat ujian, knowing idlan yg sgtlah 'slow & steady' and 'taking his own sweet time' masa jawab soalan periksa kemasukan ke ABIM dulu. Di tadika Ad-din dulu tiada sistem peperiksaan, jadi idlan tak di expose dgn perihal ujian/test/periksa semua nih hoho.

Alang2 dah call cikgu tu, mama pun siasat la serba sedikit, tanya macam mana Idlan dlm kelas. Kata cikgunya, Idlan participate dlm kelas, cuma time buat aktiviti kadang2 dia akan cakap 'saya penatla cikgu, saya rasa macam nak sambung buat di rumah'.

Hahhhh yg ni memang mama dah tahu. Part buat homework dia memang agak liat sedikit. Cikgu dia kata takper...Puan jangan risau, nanti kami pujuk dia slow2.

Di transit pula, cikgu ada cakap, Idlan bila nampak mama dah sampai je mesti terus tutup Quran dan taknak mengaji dah. Jadi kelmarin, mama masuk ke dalam tadika dan tunggu dia habis mengaji barulah kami gerak pulang ke rumah.

Dusss mama harap Idlan akan lebih rajin lepas ni, dan tidak lazy2 lagik :p

Anyway mengikut takwim sekolah, ujian pertama mereka adalah pada minggu ke-3 bulan Februari nanti.

my kids - part 2

Sangap duk rumah, dan takde idea nak menulis..layan gambar jelah yer!

over betul si abang senyum :p

my 3 heroes

Ammar @ 3 months

my kids

Lama dah tak upload gambar kekanak ni...here goes some random pics taken recently.

Idlan at school on his first day, queuing outside class

Recess time @ 9.30am at the school's canteen

Last but not least.....budak kecik yg kepenatan selepas ikut
abah mandi pool & main badminton

Gambar Ammar? hmm later la yer hihi

growth spurt - 3 months

I guess Ammar is now hitting the 'growth spurt' phase. He consumes more EBM at taska nowadays as compared to his usual milk intakes, which means I need to work harder to increase my daily output. In addition, he also wakes up more often at night, on average around 4-5 times though he never really fully drained out the breast on every feeding.

Oh I came across this one theory on breastfeeding that some of you may find it very useful:

--> Empty breast - high fat, Full breast - low fat

Which means your babies are getting more fat if your breast is not full. So make sure you empty your breast more often so that your babies are getting the most fat out of it :) Interesting isn't it? (honestly dulu saya tak pernah tahu pun :p)

Back to Ammar, he is now begin to accept breastfeeding in lying position. I've tried this few times since last night and he seems to be ok with it. Alhamdulillah, what a huge relief! At least i dont have to wake up, sit back and craddle him on every feeding which is really tiring and cause consistent backache to my body.

Idlan's 1st day at school

Sangat senyap!
Culture shock ke apa anakku...mama perhati dia senyap je dlm kelas. Hatta nama kawan sebelah pun dia tak tahu. Balik rumah bila borak dgn dia, katanya sakit kepala...penat menulis....
Tapi bila habis waktu sekolah, dalam bas punyala ceria muka bila jumpa geng Ad-din dia.
Sekelip mata boleh berubah yer! Bila borak lagi, tanya dia happy tak pergi sekolah..dia jawab happy.

Perihal lain, mama tak risau. Bab naik bas nampak dia macam dah ok. Part makan, tak perlu risau juga sebab ABIM dah sediakan makanan. Waktu rehat pagi jam 9.30am (kelmarin mkn mihun, hari ni nasi goreng), tgh hari jam 12.30 (menu kelmarin: nasi putih, ayam goreng, tembikai). Lepas mkn tgh hari, balik ke kelas semula, jam 1.30pm keluar pergi surau utk solat. Kemudian sambung lagi belajar sampai pukul 4pm.

Pagi tadi (hari ke-2) mama observe dia sekejap je, masih lagi senyap nampaknya. Kata hubby, let him be....lama2 oklah tu. Harap2 after few days dia ok dan boleh get along dengan kawan2 baru dia..kalau tidak harus mama risau di ofis!

Some unrelated notes, these past few days Ammar sgt kerap bangun malam. Tidur kejap then bangun, letak bangun letak bangun. Dusss memang pening kepala mama bila bangun pagi. Last week cuti okla lagi...esok dah start keje, harus jadi zombie kat ofis kalau trend dia berterusan macam ni. Oleh sebab itu, start malam tadi mama test tidur dlm master bedroom dan on air-cond. Tgh malam tu ok lagi, tapi dari jam 5am-6.15am punyerla susah nak tidurkan dia...sampaikan pukul 6.30am baru mama berjaya mandi. Hish kelam kabut dibuatnya kalau everyday macam ni huhu

Food poisoning

I've been suffered from food poisoning since Thursday, up to now still has not fully recovered yet. I am now on ORS (tak suke rasa dia huhu) & pills for diarrhea. Hubby has bought 5 bottles of Gatorade (orange, grape fruit & cherry flavour) which its function is almost similar with ORS according to him. This one tastes much better than the ORS, like it so much hehe :p I still couldn't figure out what was the culprit, as far as i can remember we ate at IKEA's foodcourt last Wednesday, and i ordered the same food as hubby's (meatball, chicken 'something' with mashed potatoe, chicken wing & 2 slices of Daim cakes nyum nyumm!). My body still feel very weak, muscles ache all over, totally restless i'd say. Lucky me and the kids are now staying at my mom's house (hah that's another story to be shared...later), jadi tak payah masak and the kids have loads of fun playing with their nenek & atok (habis pokok bunga atok kena cabut hoho).

Obviously for me, this is not something good to start off the new year with, but to all my friends and readers out there, have a wonderful new year 2011. May Allah bless us with happiness, health, and iman, and may we become a better person than what we are today...Amin.

* tak sempat nak fikir lagi apa resolusi tahun baru 2011 nih tapi antara yg pasti, to breastfeed my Ammar till 2 years (itu adalah resolusi tahun 2008 time Firas dulu yg tidak kesampaian...)

of breastfeeding...

It's kinda sad to see when people around you somehow do not putting enough interest on breastfeeding their little ones. It's either they are ignorant, lack of knowledge, or simply choose not to breastfeed their babies and resort to formula instead. One of their reasoning, feeding your baby with formula is simpler, plus they can have enough rest since breastfeeding babies tend to 'melekap' with their mommies to the extend it becomes very tiring and restless.

Yes i do agree with the latter one. It's tiring when your babies demand for feeding round the clock. You may become even restless when you need to tend to your other growing up kids, not to mention the endless house chores as well. But please do remember, the benefits of breastfeeding far more outweigh all the things listed above.

Allah has given you the chance to give the best to your babies, so why must you let go of this precious moments and phase in your life? It doesn't come often, and not every woman out there is lucky enough to have the opportunity to do so. You're among the chosen ones, hence do exercise your chance wisely ok.

Happy Breastfeeding peeps!!! :)

Persiapan Tahun 1 anakku...

Ini untuk rujukan para ibu bapa yg berhajat utk menghantar anak mereka ke Sekolah Sri ABIM.
Alhamdulillah, setakat kelmarin 99% barang yg perlu dibeli utk Idlan sudah selesai...lega! Jadi mari kita lihat apa list nya!

3 x kemeja ungu - RM17, total RM51
3 x seluar pjg hitam - RM23, total RM69
Sepasang baju melayu - RM24
Sampin ungu - RM11
4 x lencana - RM0.80, total RM3.20
2 psg kasut hitam Asadi - RM22.90, total RM45.80 (dpt free 2 psg stoking putih)
3 psg stoking hitam - RM9.90
Songkok - RM13

TOTAL UNIFORM = RM226.90

* baju beli 3 pasang sahaja sebab hari Jumaat pakai baju melayu.


pagi ni kena basuh baju, lepas tu kena start proses jahit lencana sebab Khamis nanti ada sesi orientasi.
Mujurlah seluar tak payah nak alter...selamat mama dia yg sgtlah tidak pandai bab menjahit nih!

Ok sekarang masuk bab buku teks, buku aktiviti & buku kerja pula. Dah 2 kali pergi sekolah, tapi tak byk buku yg sudah sampai, last sekali majoriti buku2 abah beli di kompleks PKNS. Bila tgk list buku2 semua tu, dalam hati mama berkata....habislah anak aku byknya buku kena belajar! Yang bestnya, buku teks dan buku kerja dia very colorful, jadi agaklah interesting dan sedap mata memandang gitu :p Buku teks dia agak nipis, sebab diasingkan dgn buku kerja/rampaian. Tengok buku tulis color hijau tu, byk bukan main!


TOTAL BUKU = RM131.25

TOTAL KESELURUHAN = RM358.15

Untuk pengetahuan, yuran bulanan adalah RM290. Yuran ni + registration fee kami dah bayar utk 6 bulan masa bulan Oktober hari tu, total RM2k++...kopak kami time tu :p

Ofismate cerita, makan disediakan 2x, sarapan jam 9.30am, lunch jam 12.30pm, kemudian mereka akan solat Zohor, dan sambung belajar lagi sampai 4.00pm. Dia beri duit poket kat anak dia RM1 jer...katanya budak2 lagi tak reti nak belanja hihi.

Perihal transportation ke sekolah, masih belum setel lagi. Sangat risau ni, tapi takperla...harap2 keajaiban berlaku di saat2 terakhir nanti!

* bila tgk Idlan try uniform & kasut dia, waahhh smart sangat anak mama...dah besar anak sulungku...how time flies! Lepas ni tanggungjawab kami akan jadi lebih berat. Malam kena monitor kerja sekolah dia. Yang buat mama cuak, bila tgk buku Arab. Dusss mama basic Arab seciput jer....sekarang ni langsung x igt apa2....yg mama tahu, Baqarah=lembu. Kerusi, meja, pensel, buku, etc....hahhh kem salam huhu

mc

Inilah bahana stress. Sampai demam dibuatnya.
Sebenarnya dari kelmarin dah selesema & sakit tekak...badan dah lemah.
Tapi disebabkan 'rajin' (read: terpaksa), gagahkan diri ke ofis.
Air-cond takdelah sejuk mana, tapi badan dah start rasa menggigil.
Lepas lunch, saya cabut.

Hari ni saya mc.
Jangan risau yer user2 yg 'disayangi', saya tetap akan cuba setelkan payment anda semua setakat yg terdaya.
As per my email, we will try our best but there is no guarantee.

Ahaks ~

stress.com

Wah dah ada yg komplen/mengadu dekat colleague ku yg aku tidak angkat telefon.
Bagus bagus, komplen la lagi.
Saya mmg dah cabut wayar telefon buat pengetahuan tuan puan sekalian.
Call handphone pun memang saya tak layan.
Kalau melayan masalah awak-awak semua, mmg tak jalan lah kerja saya.
Awak igt awak seorang sahaja user saya di dalam syarikat ini?
Kirim salam lah!
Terima lah padahnya bila suka kerja last minute, di saat2 akhir nak menyusahkan saya pula.
Ada yg berani hantar friendly reminder pula tu? Oh sori, saya bukan rakan awak yer.
Sori yer, you're dealing with a wrong person.
Saya mungkin nampak lembut di luar, tapi sekali saya naik angin, semua orang terkejut.
Jadi untuk mengelakkan saya meninggikan suara, atau naik angin pada awak-awak semua, lebih baik saya cabut telefon terus.

Oh ini baru permulaan. Baru sikit saya ajar ni. Tahun depan, awak semua kena lebih bersedia, sebab saya akan lebih garang dan tegas daripada sekarang.

Nantikan.

Deep freezer

Freezer sudah tenat. Makanya weekend lepas cuma pam sekali je. Susu hari jumaat pun terpaksa disimpan di dlm fridge. Dah takde room utk disqueeze2 lagi.





Alhamdulillah, rakan blogger aka junior ku Zuedin dgn baik hatinya sudi meminjamkan deep freezer kepunyaannya. Niat di hati mula2 nak beli 2nd hand, tapi kata Zue dia masih ingin simpan utk kegunaan adik Wafiy. Apa2 pun Zue, terima kasih byk2 di atas pertolongan awak ni...serius akak rasa lega sangat2!! Syukur syukur :) (tak dpt nak melawat rumah awak kelmarin, Ammar cranky nak tidur time tu).

Inilah rupa deep freezer Zue tu...brand Hesstar.

Rupa bhgn dalam. EBM bulan Disember sudah selamat ditransfer ke sini pagi tadi:)

Lega sgt freezer sudah ada space! Lepas ni boleh beli brg basah & frozen food ngeh ngehh :)

babywearing n me

An outing to Alamanda last week with MIL, SIL & idlan's cousin Aiman. It was the 3rd time i carried Ammar in the RS. This time i managed to position his head in the sling for few times, hence the term 'hands-free' applied :)


*RS bought from jumpsacbaby.com, design Mystere.
Kebetulan matching pula dgn stroller lama Firas tu :)


My boy, happily 'mengelap' the bowling balls each time they came out of the hole :p

7yrs and counting....

‎7 wonderful years with the man that becomes a superdad to our kids; a great & understanding hubby that always stay with me during my ups n downs. I can't never thank you enough for all the things you've done for our family. Hepi Anniversary Yang...may our luv grow stronger each day, may our family is blessed with loves, happinness n iman till eternity.

Hugs,
-Mama-

Idlan's 6th Birthday

Majlis sambutan kecil-kecilan dibuat secara ad-hoc pada Sabtu lepas, kebetulan mak dan adik iparku datang ke KL jadi teruslah kami plan last minute untuk buat makan2 sikit. Jemputan sekadar keluarga terdekat sahaja - umi, papa, adik, family abangku dan family abang pruzz.

Kita layan gambar terus ok..nak story panjang2 takde masa :p


Get ready nak potong kek. Idlan bersama cousin2 dia - Hannah & Suraya.

posing dulu yer...

shot dari atas oleh Pak Ngah :)

mahal ni - gambar 3 beradik. Kesian Ammar tgh ngantuk pon mama dera ambil gambar :p

kenal tak? banner recycle dari tahun 2008 kalau tak silap hoho

Menu petang itu sempoi jer - sate Yus, & mihun goreng (tu pun Umi yg tlg gorengkan hehe)

Limau comel tu Pak Ngah yg bawa...

Baby zebra...di atas riba Tok :) Konfius ammar awatla bising sgt rumah kita ptg tu..

Choc moist cake + ganache. Berjiwa mama nak siapkan deco kek pagi sabtu tu sebab asyik pause attend to Ammar. Disebabkan malas bancuh buttercream, kek cover dgn ganache je, wording pun tak buat. Nampak tak permukaan yg berkedut2 tuh...tensi tgk, ntah kenapa jadi macam tu padahal mula2 letak topping ok jer...after few hours keluarkan dr oven tgk2 jadi berkedut huhu. Lilin happy birthday recycle dari Firas punyer bulan 8 ari tu :p

Mula2 bebudak ni korek star atas kek, bila star atas kek dah habis, mama suruh abah bubuh byk2 atas piring kasik derang mkn hehe seronok depa!

OK tu saje yer...dan ni few shots gambar Ammar hasil kamera canggih Pak Ngah..cun kan!

To my dear Muhammad Idlan Farhan, Happy 6th Birthday sayang!!!

Mama & Abah doakan Idlan sentiasa sihat, dan sentiasa dilindungiNya selalu. Moga membesar menjadi anak yg soleh, dan berjaya di dunia dan akhirat.

Luv always,

Mama-Abah-Firas-Ammar

jiwa kacau

1. Kerja byk. User bising2 complaint through email. Call tak henti berdering. Quick fix : jangan angkat telefon. Lagi ganas bila telinga tak boleh tahan dgr bunyi tu, cabut wayar fix line.
2. Bila stress, mulalah migrain. Quick fix : turun bawah beli kit kat, crunch, dan zip. Lazat!
3. Bertambah stress bila check byk saman belum berbayar. Quick fix : bayar through myeg menggunakan credit card (cc). Luv my cc!
4. Esok birthday anakanda sulungku. Tapi perihal celebration tak sempat nak fikir lagi. Kesian dia.

stress.com betullah sekarang ni huh!

berlima

Kelmarin pagi2 lagi dah black out. TNB kata ada kabel rosak. Argh bosannya. Lately memang sangat kerap black out di taman kami. Kebetulan pagi tu memang ada appointment dgn doc utk neb Ammar, maka kami decide lepas ambil neb kita pergi ke Jusco :p Objektif utama, mencari hadiah besday anakanda sulung kami, dan membeli hadiah utk jiran2 yg baru melahirkan baby.

First time outing berlima, penat sungguh! Tanganku lenguh kena support kepala Ammar sebab dia tak suka kepalanya ditutup dlm sling. Sebelah tgn lagi menolak stroller (wajib bawa sebab boleh letak Ammar/Firas+brg2 shopping). Husband pula bz kena kawal kekanak berdua tu. Yg kelakar, terserempak dgn ramai pula kengkawan ku i.e. mizie, zarid & zaiti...nampak gaya rakan setamanku pakat pergi Jusco bila black out :p

Lepas ni, kena fikir byk kali kalau nak outing lagi. Tunggu Ammar besar sikit baru senang kot, especially bila dia dah ada own head support..tadela lenguh tangan mama :)

neb

Ammar had his first dose of neb yesterday.
Has started coughing since Thursday, but only on Friday we got the chance to take his medication sori sayang!
This morning we're going for the second session at the nearby clinic.
Doc said his condition is still under control and the coughing is not that severe...i hope so!
Get well soon sayang...jgn buat mama risau di ofis yer huhu

Looking back, both idlan and firas also had their fair share of experiencing neb. If i can recalled correctly, Idlan had it few times while Firas had once when he was 6m-o. Both of us have sinus, so that probably explains why our kids are prone to having this kind of breathing/bronchitis infection thingy.

Moga Ammar cepat sembuh, moga anak2 mama sihat selalu.....

wonderpets

Ofismate ku merangkap senior 1 tahun bertanya, tak susah ke takde maid bila anak dah 3?
Dia pun baru habis maternity leave, baby dah masuk 4 months, dan dia baru saja ambil maid sebelum berpantang hari tu.

Jawapanku:
Ntahla, kami belum tergerak hati nak ambil. Lebih selesa hantar anak ke tadika/taska sebab dah biasa. Penat mmg penat. Sebelum 530am dah bgn utk bersiap ke ofis, sebelum keluar wajib pam dulu utk supply kan sebotol fresh milk utk Ammar (kesian baby sebab susu lain semua frozen, khasiat kurang sikit kan..). By 640am dah keluar rumah (kesian Ammar sebab dialah baby pertama yg sampai ke taska isk isk sori sayang!) , sebelum 730am dah terpacak di ofis. Petang sebelum 530pm dah kena keluar sbb target utk ambil kanak2 tu sebelum 630pm. Sebelum tidurkan Ammar, saya akan transfer EBM ke dlm bekas, basuh botol, sterilize, dan kemas beg utk esok hari. Malam pula seawal jam 9pm sudah tidur sebab penat+kena bgn 3-4x utk bf & pam. Itu saya...

Dan suami saya pula...

Pagi2 dialah yg menyiapkan abg2 Ammar. Mandikan mereka, siapkan beg sekolah, sediakan simple breakfast & hantar mereka ke tadika/taska. Bila bakul baju dah penuh, dialah yg akan membasuh & menyidai baju. Bila dia takde kelas, dia akan vakum & mop lantai, dan kemas apa yg patut. Petang, dia akan belikan dinner utk kami sekeluarga. Lepas Maghrib, dia akan suap anak2 makan sementara saya menyusu & menidurkan Ammar dlm bilik. Dia juga selalu tolong clearkan pinggan2 dlm sink. Malam, kanak2 akan tidur dgn dia sementara saya dah 'selamat' mimpi dgn Ammar dlm bilik yg berasingan. Sejak Ammar lahir, dia jugalah yg iron baju ofisnya sendiri sementara saya cuma iron baju saya saja.

Tugasan lain macam lipat kain, yg ni saya akan buat time weekend, atau time tgh malam lepas bgn pam/bf Ammar. Kadang tgh mlm baru basuh pinggan :p Tahun depan bila si sulung sudah sekolah, either saya atau suami kena spend masa monitor homework dia sebelum masuk tidur. Memasak? oh bidang ni sudah saya tinggalkan sejak masuk ofis. Mungkin saya hanya memasak di hujung minggu...mungkin tau haha!

Anak saya yg sulung aka Idlan...
dialah yg selalu disuruh utk mengemas mainan yg dikumbah oleh adik keduanya aka Firas. Selalu juga si abang protes, tapi si abg tengah ni mmg tak kasi kerjasama langsung, sokmo kumbah mainan, baling itu baling ini ikut suka hati dia. Kiranya kalau marah mmg tak makan saman. Paling2 dia akan menangis sekuat hati (nangis tipu sebenarnya) tapi inilah yg paling saya cuba elakkan sebab nnt si adik akan terjaga dan terkejut. Bila abah balik malam sebab ada kelas malam, si abanglah yg akan temankan Firas tgk tv, makan sama2, main sama2, etc sementara mama cuba menidurkan Ammar dlm bilik. Kesian, mereka bawa hal sendiri di ruang tamu sampailah abah balik, atau bila mama berjaya menidurkan Ammar (proses nak tidur tu lama ok).

Jadi kamilah tiga sekawan aka Wonderpets yg saling bekerjasama dlm menguruskan hal rumahtangga (exclude Firas ok sebab dia jarang membantu :p). Tanpa salah seorang, tak mungkin kami dapat bertahan.

Thank you Yang, thank you my dear Idlan...moga kita semua akan terus bekerjasama, tanpa kamu..siapalah mama, tanpa kamu...pasti mama dah pengsan dan bengkok sekarang ni :) I am definitely not a supermom, but i am happy for being part of this little family...syukur padaNYA.

war time

Stress yg amats tak terkata kelmarin.

1. Ammar batuk2, mlm tadi batuk sampai muntah memancut keluar dr mulut & hidung. Hari ni baru abah sempat nak ambil ubat di klinik utk di pass kpd taska.

2. Mama pula attend meeting yg sgt 'panas' ptg kelmarin.
Mereka sgt ramai, sementara mama & team cuma 3 ketul je yg ada...big boss tak dpt datang.
Dan kami dihentam habis-habisan dan dipressure utk melakukan sesuatu by this 'so-called due date' yg ditetapkan oleh mereka tanpa persetujuan kami. Dan yg paling penting, masalah timbul berpunca dari mereka! Dan mereka hanya memikirkan utk mencapai target mereka, tanpa mengambil kisah constraints di pihak kami. Definitely not a 1tm mindset!

I really hate them! To you and you and you, you guys better be careful next time cause i'm definitely gonna filtering you out one by one! Tunggu saje ok. Kelmarin hari kamu....the future is mine.