bad day

1. My greatest fear turns out to be true. On Saturday we went to An Nur again with intention to ask for stronger oral medication since Firas’s cough hasn’t shown any improvement. Gosh his chest was wheezing, and the doc instructed for 2 times neb session for 2-3 consecutive days. Felt a sudden bang in my face, it’s kinda difficult for me to accept that he also needs to undergo the neb session, similar with idlan only that idlan had it as early as at 4mo. Well exclusive breastfeeding does not guarantee your child will never fall sick throughout his early life, the fact that I need to acknowledge from now on. Nevertheless my boy was strong, no tears at all for the first 3-4min of the neb, only towards the end he started to struggle and wail his lungs out. Pagi tadi for his 3rd session langsung tak nangis. I guess he found the smoke somehow fascinating kot…tu yg asyik tu hehe. Back at home is another story. Punyer susah makan ubat, everytime makan ubat terus muntah habis kuar susu :(

2. I’ve a confession to make. Blame me for being a bad momma, firas fell from bed this morning after taking his morning bath. I know he can roll over already, but I underestimated him thinking he won’t be able to circle around, what more towards the edge of the bed. Lucky no physical injury, the inner part I just hope no concussion whatsoever. And later this evening, si abangnyer pon terjatuh!!! Tali buai terputus, tercampak atas padang. He landed on his buttocks, so balik rumah komplen sakit bontot and pinggang. Aduhai sian anak2 mama!!!

3. Hot Stove updated for last Friday’s baking project.