Day 4 post-op

Still on cpap. thick secretions. 3hrly suctioning. heart rate very high above normal lvl,which is not a good indication. sedated to keep him calm while at the same time to relax his airway. tube fed. 2oz 3hourly.

Honestly i felt lil bit relieved seeing him sleeping peacefully...rather than to see him awake, struggling to breath for room air...crying in pain. It must be hard for you to tolerate with all those swelling huhu. Though sleeping, recessions at his neck is still significant (when HR is high), kesian anak mama. It must be very painful for u sayang. Sabar banyak2 yer. keep fighting n be strong sayang. kami semua sentiasa doakan irfan cpt sembuh. Irfan sentiasa ada dlm doa dan ingatan mama dan abah.

Tidur lena2 yer sayang...jgn nangis byk sgt. esok pagi mama dan abah datang ok. sweet dream. we luv u loads.