39th week

...and still i'm yet to feel any signs of pain, or labor.
I think i've tried my best to be as active as possible.
What with the gardening, outing to shopping mall, cooking..not to mention driving to the office and stuck in the traffic (like today i've spent almost 1.5hr in the car and arrived home past the maghrib time huhu).

Few colleagues of mine were quite surprised to see me in the office today. There is this one kakak said i look energetic and active like i'm not expecting something, except my bulging tummy is looking more obvious than usual. Another colleague asked when am i going to take mc since my edd is this coming Sunday, and when i replied i'm not sure either, he then said 'selamba je ko ni, aku tgk ko main ping pong pon macam still larat lagi!'

I made jokes with Semah & Ijah...if it happens that my waterbag broke at the office, i'll get Ijah to drive me over to An-Nur :p And Semah said, not Ijah please....nanti lagi panik (dan maybe sesat haha). It better be someone that is calm and can stay composed even under pressure, like hani ke...zarid ker....but come to think about it, huish sure malu giler kalau terjadi dekat ofis, habis tercalar image depan rakan2 sepejabat kan! hohoho

Whatever it is, let's see what my gynae says during tomorrow's check up.

Fret not, this lil baby is making his mama more anxious from day to day.

I've never experience natural birth before, as such those 'what if(s)' questions keep on popping up inside my head. What if air ketuban pecah, what if keluar tanda darah tapi tak sakit, what if sakit sikit2 tapi bearable...what if sakit and i'm stuck in the traffic jam....what if sakit tgh malam and hubby needs to drag the other 2 kiddos to the hospital as well and no one is there to accompany me in the labor room....ish byk lagikla 'what if' yg kufikirkan! Tu belum campur what if saya tak reti meneran macam time firas dulu?? aduiii susah betul bila soalan2 tu sumer berpusing2 di dlm kepala ni :p