A huge disaster hit me yesterday. All my hard works, efforts, commitment, time and energy put forth in the past one month gone wasted, blew off just like that, simply because of mistakes done by the user. The approving committees wanted the project to be called off, and that will means i need to re-do the quotation process all over again. After a nervous and tense ‘confrontation and explanation’ session with my GM, i felt a bit relieved, it’s like a huge stone has been lifted off my shoulders...at least my GM understands the situation. Obviously the blame is not to be put on me, but since i’m the owner and the responsible party incharged, sedikit sebanyak makcik kena tempiasnya beb, and i am totally answerable should people query ehhh kenapa kami tak dpt barang lagik?? Well to those yg ada hsbb kat rumah tuh, kalau assurance team lambat sampai utk restrore fault korang due to shortage of test gears, ha blame it on me....saya lah penyebabnyer :( Whatever it is, it was a good lesson learnt. From now on i need to be more strict with the user, walaupun mereka adalah kawan baik ke, kawan rapat ke, teman tapi tak mesra ker...work is still work, daku tak boleh berlembut lagi...if not at the end of the day this is what’s exactly gonna happen.
Dan yg menjadi kemuncaknya, my GM said despite all the things that happen, you need to present and table the case to the CTIO! I was like terkelip2 and terus terjerit....ha ape bos, saya ke yg kena present? I’m finished men...seriously i am! i mean i don’t really mind meeting mr JJ if i were to present something good to him, tapi ni kes nak bwk berita buruk....ahhh mujur MAPS lambat lagi...kalo idak i am doubly triply hit and jatuh terjelepuk! Guess i may need to go back, pack my things and lari bercuti ke gold coast menyorokkan diri bley tak??? Huhuhu
Namun begitu, i’m still surviving, tambah2 bila pagi tadi tgk gaji dah masuk bersama2 dgn increment dan elaun. Tho nett yg saya dpt is less than 50% after ‘sedekah paksa rela’ kpd pcb...saya tetap bersyukur. At least it lights up my day :)