kisah bersalin baby Ammar...

Walaupun full name baby masih belum finalize (letih nak fikir sebenarnya), mama nak share dulu pengalaman bersalin si Ammar ni yer. Kali ni agak tragik juga kisahnya, sama macam Firas dulu (kes labor room penuh, sakit dlm ward).

28 Sept (Selasa)
Check-up dgn Dr. Kham selepas 2 hari passed my due date. Doc check bukaan sudah 3cm, dan tetiba doc tanyer...nak bersalin esok tak? Aduhhh, terus jem otak tak boleh fikir. Macam Firas dulu la, tetiba keluar soalan cepu emas, awak nak induce tak esok, so that mama and baby boleh share same birthdate? Back to kisah Ammar, doc kata dia suggest induce sebab bukaan dah ada, baby dah overdue, nevertheless air ketuban masih cukup, baby pun takdelah besar sgt. Terpulang pada mama nak decide sama ada nak tunggu lagi few days...atau induce. So lepas fikir 2-3 minit dgn Pruzz (dan considering the mounting pressure due to sms/call dari sedara mara/frens/jiran yg tanye "ko dah bersalin belum??") aku pun cakap "OK". Tapi doc suggest untuk tunggu sakit natural datang hari ni, dia stimulate sikit 'bawah' tu...kalau still tak datang contraction baru dia induce pagi esok (Rabu). After lunch doc suruh warded terus supaya nurse boleh monitor. Doc pesan lepas stimulate ni darah akan keluar, so jangan panik.

Kami pon pergi ke hospital utk booking bilik, malangnya single room semua penuh. Kata depa after lunch atau petang baru available, so kami just booking dulu. Kemudian kami ke Seri Abim, membayar yuran Tahun 1 idlan. Lepas byr, kereta tak boleh start...bateri keta kong rupanya! Terpaksala tumpang kereta seorang couple ni utk jump-start keta :) Kemudian ke kedai berdekatan, tukar bateri kereta, lunch di Mc D pekena sundae chocolate buat kali terakhir, dan ke MMU sebab Pruzz kena amik kertas exam. Pukul 3++, pulang ke rumah...kemas balik beg barang baby dan kekanak tu sebab semua akan berkampung di hospital ptg tu :) Masih tidak ada tanda2 contraction, adus berdebar sungguh sbb aku punyala berharap agar sakit tu datang cepat!

Jam 5pm++, kami amik kekanak dari tadika...dan off terus ke hospital. Alhamdulillah dpt bilik single, jadi malam tu kami anak beranak semua melepak dlm ward. 7.30pm, Dr Kham datang melawat, aku kata langsung takde rasa sakit. Doc suruh tunggu, dan katanya kalau tak sakit malam ni esok kena induce dalam jam 7.30am. Jam 8++, nurse dtg utk check CTG, mmg sah takde contraction hihi

9.00pm - Solat isyak. Dan aku macam terasa seperti ada contraction, tapi tak pasti. Lama lepas tu, cakap kat Pruzz 'ye kot kite dah start contraction!' Rasanya jam 10++ aku panggil nurse utk check CTG, tapi contraction belum kuat lagi kot. Pesan nurse, kalau rasa sakit kuat inform derang, derang akan serahkan result CTG kpd mak bidan, so that mak bidan boleh check bukaan (jika perlu). Rasanya contraction yg 'tidak berapa kuat' tu dlm 3 jam++ kot. Jam 11 lebih nurse bwk turun result CTG kpd mak bidan...kata nurse, mak bidan akan panggil turun ke labor room jika contraction kuat (labor room penuh time tu). Meanwhile jam 1130pm Pruzz pergi ke ampang utk fetch Umi, so that Umi boleh temankan kekanak di ward bila pruzz temankan aku di labor room. Jam 1230am, umi sampai di ward...so umi tido di atas toto dgn kekanak, pruzz tido atas kerusi, while aku terbaring atas katil, menahan sakit contraction dlm hati dan senyap2 (tak boleh jerit/mengerang nnt kekanak terjaga...malu kat umi sama hihi). Everytime contraction dtg, aku menarik nafas/atau menahan nafas (ni tips utk sesiapa yg tidak mengambil ubat tahan sakit yer, it really helps you)...kaki tendang2 jugakla kat tepi katil tu hehe.

29 Sept (Rabu)
Rasanya sakit yg kuat bermula jam 1 lebih. Tu pun aku masih kuatkan hati menahan sakit, tak inform umi atau Pruzz sbb depa dah tido. Nak panggil nurse pun macam teragak2..last2 tahan jela sakit sorang2 :p Konon nak try teknik hypnosis, tapi tak berjaya sehhh. Sakitnya Allah saja yg tahu...tapi sebab dah merasa sakit time Firas dulu macam mana...so tahan jelah selagi mampu.

Jam 2am, aku tekan butang panggil nurse sbb rasanya dah lama giler aku menahan sakit nih (5 jam... ikut firas dulu aku sakit dlm 6 jam lebih sebelum bersalin)...ckp nurse contraction dah kuat sangat ni. Nurse check CTG, then 2-3 kali nurse dtg cakap derang dah panggil mak bidan tapi mak bidan tgh attend satu kes yg ada complication. Umi & Pruzz cuba comfortkan aku time ni. Lebih 1/2 jam menunggu, barula mak bidan sampai ke ward, dan check bukaan. Dan aku tgk mak bidan cakap dekat nurse, 'cepat2 ready turun ke labor room!'

Time ni rasa macam nak pengsan dah (cewahhh exaggerate sket), pastu kena jln plak ke luar bilik utk naik wheel chair, aduhai sakitnya! Turun ke labor room di tkgt 1 jam 3am, tapi aku kemudian diusung ke recovery room utk bilik OT sebab labor room (yang boleh muat utk 3 patient) dah penuh. Aku dipapah utk naik ke atas strecher, dan mereka semua dgn kelam kabutnya menyediakan peralatan. Dr Kham dtg check, bukaan dah 9cm! Dan doc sempat sound mak bidan kenapa tak bwk patient turun awal! Kemudian doc lari keluar sekejap utk attend patient yg ada complication tu, dan suruh tunggu 10cm baru meneran. Tiba2 aku dah rasa macam kepala baby dah ada kat hujung, tapi the second mak bidan tahan kepala baby tu..sakitnya lahai (macam kes Semah la nih). Aku pulak menjerit...saya rasa macam nak keluar dah niiii (maybe ayat berbeza kot tak igt dah yer :p). Dr Kham datang....dia suruh aku pegang kedua belah kaki, tarik nafas dan push. Malangnya nafas aku tak cukup panjang, after 3x push baru la Ammar keluar melihat dunia tepat jam 3.17am. Berat Ammar - 3kg.

Doc ambil masa yg agak lama utk jahit perinium ku yg terkoyak, doc tak sempat potong, maka koyakan tu tidak cantik katanya dan nak jahit pun agak susah (crooked). Aku tanya doc, sebab aku tak pandai teran ke (padahal rasanya aku teran kali ni dah cukup cun, pruzz pon cakap 'mama you did well')...doc kata mungkin sbb keadaan yg kelam kabut, lepas tu sebab kepala baby ditahan dr keluar tadi...sbb tu kots). Time jahit, mak bidan minta maaf kepadaku sebab kelam kabut...tapi mak bidan tu baik, Ammar pun selamat keluar...so aku mmg tak kisah. Doc pun sound direct dekat mak bidan...again aku tak kisah dgn situasi tadi. Tapi bila fikir balik, ish mujurla instinct aku tepat and aku sempat ckp kat nurse, kalau inform nurse lambat...buatnya terberanak kat ward adus horror seh!! Doc kata, aku jenis yang cepat dilated towards the end tuh...sbb tu next time mmg kena standby cepat. Masa Firas pun sama, mula2 lambat sangat nak buka, tapi dari 7-10cm tu mmg pantas giler!

Apa2 pun, syukur semuanya selamat. Cumanya kali ni pruzz tak sempat ambil byk video & gambar macam Firas dulu, Ammar cuma ada 1 video je yg pendek...semua berlaku terlalu pantas, tak ready hehe. Tapi yang penting, kali ni aku rasa lebih puas...sbb dpt merasa pengalaman meneran yg sebenar. Macam firas dulu, time 10cm sakit contraction tiba2 hilang...dan aku hanya meneran dgn bantuan mak bidan dan doc. Even bila kepala firas dah keluar sket pun aku masih tak rasa apa2 (rezeki Allah kasi tak sakit time tu).

Lepas selesai jahit, aku rehat atas strecher tu...jam 5am mak bidan bawakan milo secawan, 3 keping biskut cream crackers & ponstan. Mak bidan ada bawakan Ammar utk breastfeed, tapi susu masih tak keluar. Ammar pun relaks tido jer. Jam 6am++, aku dibawa turun ke labor room dgn wheel chair. Sampai di ward aku tido lah kejap sampai 730am then terbangun dan terus tak boleh tido. Petang lepas asar aku dah discharged, dan selamat pulang ke rumah. Ikutkan doc dia suruh stay lagi sehari, tapi kekanak ni kecoh yg amat, nanti terganggu pulak jiran sebelah :p Balik rumah boleh rehat dan lagi selesa betul tak?

So itulah kisah dan pengalaman bersalin Ammar. Terima kasih yer atas doa korang semua :)
Anyway, pendapatku...sakit natural birth dan sakit induce sama je rasanya, jadi tak payahla takut kalau doc suruh induce hihi. Jadi sekarang ni, alhamdulillah aku dah dapat merasa sakit c-sect, sakit induce, dan sakit natural birth. Of course bersalin normal lagi senang drpd c-sect....sebab recovery cepat, kejap je dah boleh berjln laju and stabil :p

Next update - kisah susu yg tidak keluar

work from home

It can never be any better than to be able to stay online and work from home, not worrying about having to beat the traffic, to leave home early to catch the free parking, etc...ahh such a bliss!

By the way, my 39th pre-natal check up went smooth this morning, the baby is ok, weighed around 3.00kg++. Still not engaged, but my gynae says that does not indicate anything cause there are cases babies engaged few hours just before labor. Again she recalled about me and Firas sharing the same birth dates and how beautiful our dates was ( i just smiled :p). Then she asked whether i have any specific dates in mind (for this lil baby) and i quickly replied "No!". Please doc this time i dont want to be induced hihi...let it be natural yer! She offered me MC should i wanted to stay and rest at home, but me being a 'shy' person says 'takperla doc saya sihat lagi rasanya'. (Anyway my hubby was few minutes late to join the check up, and usually he was the one that asked mc on my behalf hoho).

To be honest, i still feel responsible to settle whatever works that are still pending, though works are still works and there can never be an end to it right? So i made a call to my bos, explain to him and nego with him whether i can just 'work from home' instead of taking mc....and taking into consideration the distance between menara tm-hospital an nur, my bos agreed yey!

So here i am, working online from my comfy sofa and just finished eating my 'crunch' ice cream.
Heaven kan? akakaka. But the only not good things about working from home is that you need to utilize your own h/p to make calls to your colleagues/vendors/etc...and that you have no access to the copying/fax machine. Other than that, semuanya best!

Anyway, i've sent the handover notes via email to my bos and pengganti, but she'll be only taking over once i deliver. She just came back from her maternity leave, and coincidently she also gave birth at An nur, also for her 3rd baby. We talked for nearly 1/2hr, and it was such a relieved to know that you're passing your job to someone that you can relied upon...lega rasa!

39th week

...and still i'm yet to feel any signs of pain, or labor.
I think i've tried my best to be as active as possible.
What with the gardening, outing to shopping mall, cooking..not to mention driving to the office and stuck in the traffic (like today i've spent almost 1.5hr in the car and arrived home past the maghrib time huhu).

Few colleagues of mine were quite surprised to see me in the office today. There is this one kakak said i look energetic and active like i'm not expecting something, except my bulging tummy is looking more obvious than usual. Another colleague asked when am i going to take mc since my edd is this coming Sunday, and when i replied i'm not sure either, he then said 'selamba je ko ni, aku tgk ko main ping pong pon macam still larat lagi!'

I made jokes with Semah & Ijah...if it happens that my waterbag broke at the office, i'll get Ijah to drive me over to An-Nur :p And Semah said, not Ijah please....nanti lagi panik (dan maybe sesat haha). It better be someone that is calm and can stay composed even under pressure, like hani ke...zarid ker....but come to think about it, huish sure malu giler kalau terjadi dekat ofis, habis tercalar image depan rakan2 sepejabat kan! hohoho

Whatever it is, let's see what my gynae says during tomorrow's check up.

Fret not, this lil baby is making his mama more anxious from day to day.

I've never experience natural birth before, as such those 'what if(s)' questions keep on popping up inside my head. What if air ketuban pecah, what if keluar tanda darah tapi tak sakit, what if sakit sikit2 tapi bearable...what if sakit and i'm stuck in the traffic jam....what if sakit tgh malam and hubby needs to drag the other 2 kiddos to the hospital as well and no one is there to accompany me in the labor room....ish byk lagikla 'what if' yg kufikirkan! Tu belum campur what if saya tak reti meneran macam time firas dulu?? aduiii susah betul bila soalan2 tu sumer berpusing2 di dlm kepala ni :p

piling up...

Went to a small family gathering at my brother's house today.
I ate non-stop - nasi beriyani, spaghetti bolognese, bubur jagung, bread pudding, agar2, muffin and not forgetting biskut raya!

Suddenly i noticed a scale behind one of the dining chairs. Stepped on it and wallahhh...it stopped exactly at 60kg. That means i piled up another 4kg within just 2 weeks...scary la pulak takut diabetic huhuhu hope my gynae will not nag about it :p

Anyway, i just refill my balang biskut raya for the 3rd times. Mind you no one has ever comes to our house yet, which means only me and hubby yg pulun the biscuits :) I guess that explains where parts of the 4 kg came from.......

34th weeks

am counting down to 5-6 weeks before labor. As of yesterday i've managed to clean and arrange all the baby clothes in my closet. 99% of it was Firas's actually, except those 2 sets of mittens & booties (still in tact in their packaging) that i bought last week. Oh few of those lil tiny clothes were actually from Idlan's times...like a Mickey romper that i still remember bought by hubby (during a warehouse sales somewhere in KL) when i was in confinement at umi's house & a blue white romper that mak ude bought from uk. So considered a 3rd generation already kan :)

The baby's name is still not finalize yet. Running out of idea actually. Hubby wanted the second name to start with 'F', but when i run thru the "F' list it seems none has actually caught my interest. I've actually propose something that starts with 'R' tapi org tu tak setuju...so let's just leave it undecided till the baby born :)

And most importantly, i hope the baby will not come out sooner than his expected date. I wanted to go back to kedah to celebrate the Raya, i wanted to enjoy all those scrumptious hidangan di hari raya, and what worries me most, my gynae will be taking leave for 4 days during Raya. Oh i don't want to give labor with other gynae but her only. On 24th Sept, me and my neighbours will be holding a jamuan raya for our taman, where there will be few tents set up right in front of our house. The baby's EDD is 26 Sept, so please yer adik be cooperative..mama wants to enjoy the jamuan first before abah takes me to the hospital!

adik baby...

Alhamdulillah my 32th week check up last Friday went well. The gud thing is my baby was no longer in breech position, his head already moved downwards..syukran ya Allah kerna memakbulkan doa hambamu ini. My gynae said 90% chances he'll stay in that position and will not move upward....am so relieved to hear that!

Well, the birthday celebration is over, Ramadhan is coming up in no time...and i'm far from ready for the baby's arrival. Not talking about the birth anyway (hope that will come naturally macam firas dulu :p), preparation here means about the baby's thingy i.e. cloth, diapers, yada yada. Umi has advised me several times to start washing the baby's clothes (i mean Firas's) and get them all folded and arranged in the drawer. I may need to add lil' bit more to the collection, like some mittens & booties...and few more of those cutie tiny suits. And uh, we also do not even start yet with the raya's preparation...the kids' clothes, baju melayu, kuih raya, everything! Parkson is having big sales when we went to alamanda last friday, feel like going there again one day to do the raya shopping tapi kaki dah start lenguh2 and sakit....so how meh? ish ishhh

Apa-apa pun, selamat menyambut Ramadhan yer to all my friends n blog reader. This yr Ramadhan is indeed very special to me...dikurniakan kesihatan yg sempurna dan dpt berpuasa seperti org lain..masya Allah rasa beruntung dan bersyukur sungguh kali ni! Sama-samalah kita merebut kerahmatan dan ganjaran yg Allah janjikan kpd umatnya di bulan penuh keberkatan ini yer.....

adik oh adik...

Went to my 30th-week check up yesterday and the result was not that good. The baby suddenly decided to turn head-upward (in a breech position) huhu! Nevertheless my gynae said he can turn downward in a normal position anytime since there's still room for him to move around. Please ye dik, janganlah ikut jejak langkah abang sulungmu..mama tak rela di operate lagi! My gynae also advised me to try to make the 'sujud' position for as long as i can, that's basically one of the tips given in a book to make the baby to move downward.

Anyway, i received my online purchase yesterday. Very fast shipping, if i'm not mistaken within 2 days after i placed the order and made the payment. Below in the list are 3 ice packs, 8 5oz bottles Bumble Bee, 1 medela breastshield, 1 tubing, 1 valve head and 1 membrane. And i got free gifts some more...1 red steady cup & 2 more Bumble Bee bottles. All for only RM137 including shipping..memang berbaloi-baloi!

30th weeks....

Last few days i've made some effort to look out for Firas' old clothes during his baby times. All clean and nicely stacked in a big storage box. Take out the cloth one after another, and alhamdulillah i think all are still nice, looks ok and wearable for his adik. I may just need to add some more like new sets of mitten n booties, and that's it. Satu penjimatan kan!

And yesterday, after few minutes of blog hopping from few online baby stores, here goes my list of items to buy in preparation for our next baby:

1. Bumble Bee 5oz bottles (8 bottles)
2. Medela breastshield
3. Medela valve head & membrane
4. Medela tubing
5. Stylo mama ice packs (3)
6. Jamu

The cheapest bargain i found so far is from www.onebabyworld.com (website given by Farra).

I still have lots of 'bekas dadih' which was bought during Firas's time, this can be my EBM container during the confinement. Oh ya, apart from the above, i also wish to get a pouch sling but this can be purchased somewhere later...saja nak merasa jadi mama bergaya carrying the baby with a sling around the mall :p

On another notes, tomorrow is the 'big' day. Can't wait to go back home and see the final outcome!

Alhamdulillah, we're back from Tioman, safe and sound (tapi bangun pagi ni pinggangku sakit, kaki dan badan lenguh2....adessss). Tunggu next extry pasal Tioman ok.....but today i would like to announce that it's going to be another..............................
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Idlan Farhan or Amir Firas junior in the family!!!!
kuang kuang kuanggg :p
Nenek-nenek & atuk-atuk sekalian, jangan la frust sangat yer.
Mak Ude, kitorang kasik can you don't go overboard spending unnecessarily and spoilt the baby!
Anyway, I sure it's gonna be loads of fun to have another boy in the family :)
Mama will still remain as the queen of the house;
Memanglah takde orang nak tolong mama basuhkan pinggan;
but am i not lucky enough to have 3 bodyguards when all of them grow up?

My first appointment dgn gynae last friday memang sangat menyeronokkan.
Ahhh kita berjumpa lagi mama!! kata doktor kesayanganku.
Eh doc ingat lagi kat saya yer.....aku terus senyum tersimpul-simpul.
Yer, i still remember you as the one yang suke senyum dan gelak2 time dalam labor room, even tho you were in pain. You deliver baby yg ke-10 kan tak silap, the last baby on that day...mujur sempat 8.8 kan!
A'aa mujur sempat doc, kalau tidak menyesal induce! Kali ni saya taknak induce2 dah hehehe

dinar

Our first dinars are here already, one each for our family :)
Each comes with its own certificate of authenticity, with its unique serial number.



Dinar sudah sampai, tapi yg 'satu' tu lagi masih belum kunjung tiba.
Penantian itu satu penyeksaan :p

Anyway lambaian pulau sudah memanggil kami. Insya allah subuh esok kami bertolak...kena cepat untuk mengejar feri jam 12 noon. Plan nak masak nasi goreng + nugget utk ditapau sebagai breakfast, dan sandwich, roti krim, serta biskut-biskutan sebagai back up sepanjang perjalanan. Maklumlah lalu jalan dalam, bukan tol...jadi mana nak ada R&R untuk beli makanan kan :) Harap2 si anak sulung ku berani la nak terjun snorkelling meninjau ikan2 yg comel dan cantik2 itu semua. Si Firas, iskk tak berani rasanya kami nak lepaskan dia. Umi ku bukan main risau, katanya ada ke budak kecik yg snorkelling di tengah2 lautan tu?? Doakan kami (yatipruzz, dmnfarra, & ijahzahan sekeluarga) semua selamat pergi dan kembali yer!

Petang ni check up pertama dengan O&G kesayanganku, siapa lagi kalau bukan Dr. Khamsiah. Rindu nak jumpa dia! hehe

at 26weeks...

Penangan cheese cake, kek lapis, aiskrim, muffin, roti jala dan sebagainya.....
Mama naik 3kg!!! (eh tak padan dengan puasa ganti 3 hari seminggu :p)
Tapi baby maintain kecik comel..doc kata keluar nanti mesti petite!
Perut pun maintain comel.
Yer baby ni mungkin yg terkecil berbanding abang-abangnya :)
Alamak tapi bila difikirkan ke manakah lemak2 itu menyorok ehhhh....arghh tidakk!!

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Hati berbunga-bunga.
Menanti pes laksa Sarawak, kek lapis Sarawak & niat di hati nak mencuba resepi Japanese Souffle Cheese cake weekend ni....tak sabar!!

24 weeks and counting

1. A colleague of mine tegur time lunch tadi .....

'jgn ckp aku ko pose lagi ari nih...sian aku tgk'
and i said....'pose lagi la beb'.
He continued...'byk lagi ke, bley ke aku tolong bayarkan?'
I giggled....'haha hutang dgn Allah sendiri kena bayar la weh :p'

2. I'm on my 24 weeks already, how time flies! Still yet to know the baby's gender. Idlan keeps insist for us to finalize the baby's name, he was like proposing and threw out few names every time the idea came across...how sweet :) I haven't do any shopping for the lil' one yet, guess i don't need much as firas' things were still look good. But if it turns out to be a girl, wahahhaa let's see how much the damage will be :p

3. It's been quite long since i last blogged about the kids kan. Idlan is progressing well at school. But he impressed us most on the bacaan Quran (honestly sejuk hati ibu dia), last night i asked him to recite the Quran and alhamdulillah, bacaan dia sgt lancar. Sgt rajin to follow abah going to surau for Isyak, i told hubby to bring him along for Tarawikh time Ramadhan nanti. He already told us he wanted to puasa (since abah had promised him RM1 per day for every full puasa, and he can use the money to buy anything he wants - tak payah masuk tabung :p)

4. My dear Firas turns 22 mths today. Cheeky, energetic, bubbly and bouncy boy...always got something to do every minute. Loves this 1 cd bought by abah, consists of Barney, Bob the Builder, Thomas and Pingu all in one. He bounces and jumps whenever his favourite songs aired on TV...especially lagu Bob. Do not eat much, he's giving me stress during meal times lately...seriously. Most of the time he takes nothing except milk. Malam tadi mkn nasi kosong kuah sardin, i even tried to sorok the sardin & telur bwh2 nasi but he figured it out...and tunjuk2 at those lauk, asking me to take it out...sabor jela!

5. My other half, tak payah cerita la kot :p Those on FB tahu bf saya ni tgh sakan main volley and join tournament sana sini. I support you Yang...main-main jugak, phd jangan dilupa!!!

gravida 4 para 3

The not so good things about having so many lady staffs in the division, the boss may face a situation whereby few of his/her staffs might go for a short 2-months vacation (for reason you know what i meant :p)

And this is happening to my unit at the moment. My staff shall be due in mid of August (pray it'll come out on the 8th so bley geng dgn firas hehe), then it'll be my turn on the final week of Sept, and follow suit is my other staff, which hers shall be on the end of Oct. Coincidence or what, i think it's more of the takdir by Allah....semua berturut-turut hihi. It's still too early to drop the news to our boss, hopefully things will be under full control during those periods :)

Yesterday a fren of mine asked about my pregnancy, forgetful or what i had lost count on the weeks i am in right now. So early this morning i googled the majalah pa ma website and glad to find that i am now 13w4d today :)

Kelmarin, dlm pukul 10++ tidak semena-mena kepala rasa sakit, tekak pulak loya2 yg amats. Nak kata sebab pembawakan, isk takkan sekarang baru dia nak start kots. Ku cuba tahan duduk depan lappy sebaik mungkin, telan air liur sebyk mungkin, kunyah mentos, etc. Cum lunch, kepala mmg pusing tak hingat punyer, so terus decide utk half day je terus. Drive laju punyer, tangan kanan pegang stering, tangan kiri standby pegang plastic and main gear. Last2, sambil drive tu isi perut terkeluar...tapi time tu takde tempat yg sesuai utk stopkan kereta. So layan la drive lagi sambil muntah hihi...harap2 org sebelah tak perasan ku pegang plastic sambil uwek uwek :p Terasa macam supermommy pun ader hehe.

Hari ni check up, Alhamdulillah baby grows well, despite ku pernah keluar spotting 3x. Dr Zana ckp, loya2 tu biasa...hopefully this time it’ll be different. Yela sekarang dua2 yg keluar boys, maybe kali ni rezeki girl plak kan :)

Oh lupa, hari ni rasa agak luar biasa semangat dalam diri...sebab baru sahaja membeli 2 buah novel setelah sekian lama (read: months or years ago) ku tak membeli buku/novel. Untuk menghilangkan stress keje, ku beli Sophie Kinsella ‘Shopaholic & Baby (sbb ku tgh preggie kan, so sure akan byk relates dgn diri hehe) & ‘Bukan Yang Pertama’ karya Salina Ibrahim. Malam ni kalau tak mengantuk bole start kick off....hopefully semangat membaca ni akan berterusan for the yr 2010 :p

Alamak kepala dah start sakit balik la isk isk....memang sah masalah pembawakan kots huhu